Well, it was a date. Nice. I have much to think about. How I acted. How he acted. How I responded. There are occasions when things take a course quite different from what we, in our best selves, planned, wanted, desired.
But those occasions when our less-than-best-self gets in the way - or I allow it to. What is this telling me about me, about my judgment, my wants.
Needless to say, I'm a bit disappointed. In him? In me? In both? But it was nice.