I'm not dead, not yet anyway. I've been off at a conference this week and been very busy.
The conference is offering many tools and concepts that will be useful in my present work, but it is focused is an area that might help me transition to a different kind of position. In other words, it may give me some retraining for new work.
I'm basically in a closet within a closet. I may have come out to myself, but coming out much further (or farther) will jeopardize my present position and maybe my career.
I'm a bit old for a total retrain, and our finances are such that earning much less than I make now would send us over the edge of a financial abyss.
I'm trying to decide how much more to say, if any. More another day. Perhaps.
I hope to post more in coming weeks (if not days) as time allows.
Shalom to all. Joe