I've been busy and neglecting the blogosphere. Shame (shit, forget the shame. Had enough of that to deal with).
I'm still standing, but it feels as if I'm standing still. For the time being. Things will move again in a few weeks. I hope. Coming out more and more is the plan. And shall be the reality. But it is taking time.
In the mean time, I'm in a holding pattern that is using up fuel. Focusing on work is difficult. Getting the energy to come to work seems difficult. I am wondering what my reluctance to come to work is about?
I'm wondering, why can't I just "box" this for now and focus on other things, and bring it out again in a month? It just doesn't seem to want to be boxed. Every now and them, some fear rears its ugly head. But I'm not undone by it.
Life is good. I am grateful. Just thought I'd check in. More later.